Monday Musings: In the Shower

Monday Musings: In the Shower

In the Shower

I felt like the water wasn’t hot enough

 

To wash me away…

 

To wash away the memories

The dirt and grime

The tears in my eyes

 

I felt like I couldn’t scrub hard enough

 

To wash it down the drain…

 

To wash away the pain

The lies you told

The feeling of being cold

 

I felt like I couldn’t stand there long enough

 

To wash him off me…

 

To wash away everything

The feelings I have

The love we once had

 

I felt like I couldn’t get dry enough

 

To wash away the tears…

 

To wash away the time

The days I spent with him

The weeks we had spent

 

I felt like I couldn’t sleep enough

 

To dream away my reality…

 

To fall inside of myself

The memories of happiness

The ghost of our last kiss

 

I felt like I couldn’t bleed enough

 

To cut you away from me…

 

To bleed you out

The numbness

The coldness

 

I felt like I couldn’t breathe

 

To breathe meant defeat…

 

To breathe meant you’re gone

The wholeness

The happiness

 

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