Monday Musings: Whole.

Whole.

I want to laugh.

I want to cry.

And sometimes,

I don’t even know why.

 

You make me feel so alive

but at the same time,

so dead inside.

 

What did I do to

deserve this pain?

 

I gave you what

I could but nothing

will change.

 

I can’t keep swallowing

these shards of broken

glass you hand me to

ease the pain.

 

I can’t keep handing

over the pieces of

my heart for you to

break all over again.

 

When will you sew the

pieces back together

and keep my heart

safe and warm?

 

When will you see how

much this pain is bearing

down on me and lift

away this burden?

 

Will I ever be whole again?

cw1

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